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Baby Steps 2010 by Rocker-Trancer-Poet, literature

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Baby Steps 2010

Baby Steps 2010 Pick me up in passing You walk away wondering why You always see me clumsily stumbling, Tangled in the threads of things I try to take along. An infant, staring Afraid to ask, never daring To disturb the surer, bigger kids— Unwavering in their impotence. If I step slowly, I won't slip Bound in a ball of fumbled ends Defenseless from the angry eye I'm certain must exist. If only somewhere was a world where We Children didn't have to hide In monkey suits and painful shoes A Band-aid and a new balloon would save the day And some enjoyment could be taken in all the careful games we play. Without that world,

In Memory of Squirmy the Worm by Rocker-Trancer-Poet, literature

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In Memory of Squirmy the Worm

Thirsty Worm Stretched out across the walkway pavement In the boiling sun. Tried to save him— Picked him up and Moved him to the soil beyond, And went along my way. When I came back again, There on the ground he lay. Dug a hole to get him started …thought maybe the ground's too rough. I laid his head next to the hole, Encouraged him to save himself. He scraped his tail defeatedly And in the end did nothing. Squirmy's not moving. Brought him water, Thought maybe I gave too much. Moved him to a dryer spot In shade under the bush. And there he took his final breath— I could not save Squirmy from death. I mad

A Different Kind of Heartache by Rocker-Trancer-Poet, literature

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A Different Kind of Heartache

Not necessarily you that I need Not necessarily loneliness that scares me. I watch you anxiously for an answer through thick layers of "Why don't you miss me?" "Am I that forgettable?"and "Since when was betrayal so casual?" Not so much still in love as uneasy. I'd be on my way, but I'm sure there was something you forgot to give me. Maybe acknowledgement of all of the time and makeup and money …or maybe just sex- After all we were, You don't even want to use me. You said it was you, not me- I'm not so incredulous as wary- You said I was beautiful, But you didn't look back when walking away. Something was lost

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Bride of Frankenstein

The Bride of Frankenstein Bear me off, your blushing, banshee bride— I am awakened, and ready to adore you with livewire eyes. They may scream and throw their stones. What could they know? You’re no cookie cutter monster, no viral vampire, no cheaper-by-the-dozen people eater, no. You’re a masterpiece, You’re piece after piece of all I adore grafted into one, painstakingly made, undone, and adopted by wolves! There will never be another so singularly sewn, your proportions may not match, but they are ever so familiar to my own. Two only children, unfit for pitchfork-bearing peasants, together we

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Lullabye

Lullabye I'm so tired and there's nothing left to say Just a thin new quiet and another worthless day My head's on fire and the foundation's giving way Need to find me a buyer so I can sell myself away. Goodbye cruel world— I've found a better place to die; It's got scar tissue for pavement and signed confessions in the sky. They cut a little deeper every time you get too high, and the priests and doctors scare you but you don't know exactly why. I'm so damn tired, and there's nothing left to lose Just a bright, new scar and another pointless clue My head's dead wired I just have to follow through Still can't find me a

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Artist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Favourite genre of music: Rock and Techno...and just about anything else
Favourite photographer: SoulNibbler
Skin of choice: that notably pale skin with which I was born :P
Personal Quote: "Sure, I've got baggage just like everybody else--mine's just sorted and labeled!&quo

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Meathod

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

right now, Emily Autumn. But that may change.

Favourite Writers

The best poets I know of are musicians, and thus I strive for music in my poetry :P

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writing, music, molesting boys, and psychoanalyzation

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Rocker-Trancer-Poet

May 18, 2010

Back again...

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Holy crap, you people are still here??? I've been using this account mainly as a backup drive for my poetry, and a way to easily link it to people who most likely are not on DeviantART themselves. I never imagined other people were still actually using this...People from back when I was on this thing in freaking high school.  Crazy. I walked away a long time ago...I always complain how the world around me is so unstable, but so many times I'm the unstable one. Maybe I'll keep tabs on this thing more often.

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Rocker-Trancer-Poet

Aug 10, 2008

I'm baaack...

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Wow...from high school teenage angst to post-college scribblings...it's quite a leap but I'm back with fresh stuff.  I keep thinking I've quit writing poetry but like a good habit it just keeps coming back.  I've posted four or five of my best recent work--I'll dig through my files and probably put up more later. Most of these were written in the last year, and some have sat almost written and only lacking a line or two before I've finally sat down and finished them. I hope whomever's still watching enjoys the new reads, but really I'm just using this as a place to post.  Comments welcome!

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Rocker-Trancer-Poet

Sep 16, 2005

Coming Attractions

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Everyone can now check out my new website (made for my BIOL H103 class) at www.clemson.edu/~jmccain .  It's going to involve the poetry I'm also going to have to write for that class (no problem, that's what I do) as well as samples of my work and reflections on my experiences in the class, etc.  I intend to make it somewhat self-expressive, as well.  It's a realy cool assignment, so check it out. You might even learn something.

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Hi Hi!

Hey kid, keep it up. I like it alot.

b1gfan

Aug 11, 2008

I see you working with lots of angst and isolation in your poetry

cool

Hey, what is this, some kind of cheap trick?! I just got confronted with a page that says my DA subscription's about to expire and I should renew it immediately. I DON'T HAVE A SUBSCRIPTION! DON'T PULL THAT CRAP WITH ME! THE LIES, ALL THE LIES! If they kick me off, I'm going to be extremely pissed. Don't try me.

honarud

Jun 22, 2005

haha i know what that is, like me you recieved a free one weeks subscription, I however still use DA enough to use my one week, but i guess you came in on the end and like me got that message saying you were almost done. Oh well...

shianra

Apr 13, 2005

hi, like your work a lot